1

Ashram Experiences 2 – Llangadog, Wales

imageAfter India I was keen to repeat the ashram experience, especially as I had been practising yoga on my own for over 6 months and was really feeling the need for some input, both from other yoga enthusiasts and yoga teachers. However, I had neither the time nor the money for India, so I started searching for yoga retreats I could do closer to home. One early-summer afternoon, while flicking through ‘Spectrum’, the British Wheel of Yoga magazine, I came across an advert for an ashram in Wales. I couldn’t quite believe it, an ashram, in Wales?! I went straight to their website and amongst an array of interesting courses I found the perfect one for me: ‘Summer at the Ashram’. It was a week-long course, which was to take place at the end of August – perfect!

Arriving at the ashram

imageAfter a day of travelling by train from my parents’ home in the North East of England, I arrived at a very small train station, tucked away in the hills and valleys of South Wales. I already felt far from the modern world. A taxi took me along winding country lanes and we crept higher and higher until we reached a gravelly drive-way and a sign for the ashram. The taxi drove me through the entrance gates and to the inner-sanctum – a cluster of stone buildings surrounded by greenhouses, poly-tunnels and gardens. The sun was shining, the sky was blue and the greens of the surrounding countryside vivid and varied – a truly stunning setting for a haven of peace. It was also warmer than I had expected, the stereotypical wet and grey Wales was nowhere to be seen.

Morning yoga

The daily routine began with a 5.30 wake-up bell, leaving just enough time for a quick shower before the 6am asana class. There were quite a lot of people on the course, so we were split into two classes. I was in the smaller group and our lessons took place in the dining area, a large carpeted room with cushions around the edges for seating. In the group we were all female and I was the youngest. The teacher was about my age and her way of teaching was calming and her voice soothing as she talked us through the positions in an informed way. The sessions were gentle, perhaps to suit all the levels of ability present in the group. Unfortunately, these sessions were sometimes a little too gentle: I really enjoy the sun salutation sequence and missed this during my stay and even got up a little earlier some days to get in a little pre-practice practice. It helped me to understand how difficult it must be at times to create classes which appeal to all and I certainly think I’m a tricky customer; one day I’ll crave a lively-paced session, the next, a few simple stretches on the mat will suffice.

However, I was left feeling a little disappointed, not just with the class but primarily with myself; I knew that my disatisfaction wasn’t very yogic and I didn’t know how to interpret or deal with this emotion and still don’t.

Karma yoga

imageI was surprised when I read the list telling us all what our duties were – This time I wasn’t cleaning bathrooms! I was on gardening duties! I had never really gardened in my life before and so I knew this wasn’t going to be so easy. However, I was keen to give it a go and was also motivated by the fact that I might learn some new skills in the process – I don’t have a garden at the moment, but who knows what the future holds. I have always liked the idea of growing my own vegetables, even though I’m the complete opposite of ‘green-fingered’.

Despite feeling a bit useless at times – as I didn’t really know what I was doing and was worried about killing plants – I enjoyed the tasks and really enjoyed being outdoors.

Afternoon yoga

An abundant and delicious vegetarian lunch was followed daily by some imagefree-time. Lots of the ashramites (myself included), used this as an opportunity to explore the surrounding countryside, stretch the legs and fill the lungs with the wonderfully clean and fresh Welsh air’, (weather permitting – I was really glad I had bought and brought a pair of wellies!)

The afternoon’s activities kicked off with a relaxing yoga nidra session, followed by tea and then some further asana work and pranayama/mudra practice. We worked a lot on the humming bee breath, which I really enjoyed as it’s one of my favourite pranayamas and one I don’t often practise at home due to the noise!

Evening satsang

Following a second karma yoga session and a bit of free-time was the final activity of the day – the evening satsang. This was the part of the day I enjoyed the most, gathering together in the sadhana hall to chant and sometimes ask our questions to Swami Krishnapremananda and Swami Nishchalananda. Chanting wasn’t easy for me at first and I am still very aware of how out of tune I am, but when the percussion instruments are playing and the chant is loud and lively there is nothing more infectious and good for the soul.

Conclusions

imageDespite the disappointment with the asana classes, I really enjoyed my second ashram experience, possibly even more than the first; perhaps as it’s more intimate, being far smaller than the Sivananda ashram in India; perhaps due to its stunning location, nestled in the middle of nowhere; perhaps due to the other ashramites (all serious yoga practitioners, possessing all those associated positive qualities), or perhaps due to the quality of its teachings and teachers.

My week at the ashram provided me with great inspiration and motivation. It deepened my awareness of and appreciation for Satyananda yoga, which in turn has enriched and shaped my personal practice, helping it become more balanced with an increase focus on pranayama and meditation. I feel that my approach to my asana practice has also grown. I know I still have a long way to go on my yoga path and I expect that this ashram will certainly be a part of it.

The Mandala Yoga Ashram seems to be a very authentic representation of what yoga traditionally is and to have this, relatively speaking, on our doorstep is a true blessing. You don’t need to go to India to discover the “real” yoga, this place will bring it to you.

image

0

My Yoga and I – a brief history of my yoga journey so far

 

My yoga path so far

imageMy first ever experience of yoga was back in 2007 in a London gym with about 15 or so others, though unsure at first, I perservered. I attended the weekly classes with an attitude of ‘this will get me fit and help me stay slim’ and I didn’t think about yoga from one week to the next. However, since those early days my practice has certainly changed and developed in many ways. There have been times when it’s been more prominent in my life and times when it has very much been neglected. I’ve attended a number of types of yoga class, from those like my first encounter to more “authentic” experiences, such as in Kochin, Kerala where I had a private lesson in the teacher’s own living room, furniture pushed to the sides. I’ve been exposed to a number of different styles, from the intense Sivananda routine to the more relaxing rhythms of Satyananda yoga and the yoga inspired by the great Krishnamacharya.

In the early days my practice was very much dominated by asana practice and pushing myself to my physical limits: as many who are new to yoga, getting fit and getting the toned, supple body of a yogi were my main aims. My definition of yoga was asana practice; I didn’t really know about or care much for the other aspects. Today my practice is much more balanced and as a result I feel I am much more balanced within myself and my definition of yoga has certainly changed (though, I’m not entirely sure what it would be).

These days, my ideal start to the day is 1 1/2 – 2 hours spent on my mat; broken down into the following four stages:

  • Centering, concentrating on my breathing for 10-20 minutes to tune in to myself and to the moment
  • Asana practice (beginning with some gentle movements to warm up and then progressing into the more demanding positions – there will usually be some salutations, as I love this sequence)
  • Pranayama
  • Meditation (or at least again, watching my breath and watching my thoughts, trying to simply “be” in the moment)

The unintentional “self-guru”

As I said, I’ve experienced a number of different kinds of yoga lesson and since returning from India in September 2013, I’ve been searching for a yoga teacher who suits me and for a number of reasons, I am currently flying solo.

However, I am not completely alone: I have my books and I have my course material from the BWY Foundation Course, which I completed in 2013. I follow the Sivananda sequence or follow a programme from Swami Pragyamurti’s Yoga for Prisoners and Other Castaways (despite the title, you don’t actually have to be a prisoner to benefit from the sequences!). Or, I create my own sequence, using what I have learnt along my yoga path so far, from some of the great teachers I have had the fortune to stumble across.

I have also downloaded yoga nidra and meditation apps to provide guidance in what I find to be the more “difficult” aspects of yoga. It is tough at times though, and I hope to soon find a teacher who I can be inspired by. I’m being patient and believe that the right teacher will come along at the right time. For now, it seems that being my own “guru” is helping me to grow personally and I don’t think it’s coincidence that it is also during this same period that my passion for baking has also become stronger, as an increase in creativity is said to be just one of the many benefits of a regular yoga practice.